Thursday, December 08, 2005

What is lost is lost

CELINE: I mean, I always feel like a freak because I'm never able to move on like this ... People just have an affair or even a relationship, they break up and they forget, they move on like they would have changed brands of cereals. I feel I was never able to really forget anyone I've been with, because each person has their own specific qualities, and you can never replace anyone. What is lost is lost. Each relationship, when it ends, really damages me. I never really recover. That is why I'm very careful with getting involved, because it hurts me too much ... or even getting laid -- actually, I don't do that. I will miss of the person the most mundane things. Like I'm crazy. When I was a little girl my mom told me I was always late to school, so one day she followed me to see why I was late. I was looking at ... chestnuts falling from the trees and rolling down the sidewalk or ants crossing the road, the way a leaf cast a shadow on a tree trunk -- little things. It is the same with people. I see in them little details so specific to each of them that move me, that I miss and will always miss. You can never replace anyone because everyone is made of such beautiful specific details. (Before Sunset)

Celine 說話的時候,我就感覺好像是我自己在說話,彷彿曾幾何時我寫了這段稿,然後就讓這個女生代替我把心裡的感受一一道出來一樣。I never really recover,有的事情發生了一切也就不一樣,是無法再一樣的。過後大家各自繼續好好生活,沒有見面、沒有電話、已沒有聯絡了,可是我的某一部份早已遺失掉,遺落在某個久遠的地方上。

2 Comments:

Blogger Ruth Tam said...

I once wrote in my blog: it's recovered on the outside but it's bleeding inside.

Saturday, 10 December, 2005  
Blogger Unforgettable / 茵 said...

悠,謝謝你貼這一段上來。

Saturday, 10 December, 2005  

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